Changes

Hi Everyone!

Well, as you know I haven't blogged in ages....for many reasons. I not only blog at work ( so I suffer from blog burn out ) but there has been so much going on in my life that it's actually hard to put into words.
As some of you already know, Dean and I have separated unfortunately it was very dramatic and messy for awhile. Sense and calm has finally prevailed and we are now dealing with it all very well.
I have moved into a lovely apartment that I get to decorate and make my own little sanctuary. I can walk to work! I'm keeping my job here in Springfield, MO. I really enjoy it and feel like giving it some more time to see where it leads me. I know alot of you wont understand this because you think I should come "home" to LA or Sydney to be around friends and family, but I feel this is right for me at this time.
I need stability: financially, emotionally, physically etc. and a big move does not give me that.
I'm focussing on healing and getting fit and healthy too. I have a great support system here- my workmates and friends have been amazingly supportive through it all and gone above and beyond for me.
some days are good and others are hard...especially leaving the kitty boys behind...but you can't have it all sometimes.

Who knows what the future holds and I'm really excited to find out!
Thanks again for all your emails and calls- I'm so blessed!!
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!
OXOXOXOXO
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